breath in snowflakes

fuck just fuck. i am so depressed, broken, full of shame and guit. i hate olivia just her names makes me want to kill her. i hate bryce his name makes me want to cry and kill him. he is such a god damn mamas boy! i was so damn stupid for fucking thinking i was going to marry him. i gave him everythhing. i tried killing myself over him this summer. its not a big deal dont woery im still here...dealing with all of this shit. i smoke to forge, i run to forget, i eat or dont eat to gain control. im tired of being this way. im going insane. i want out of this gay ass mother fucking town!! nkw! fuck all of you townies and all of you woo hurt me!! im done here. you did your damage. happy? fuck you WP i hate you your nothing but bad memories. thats why im taking classes ver the summer to get the fuck out of here faster!!! no one undeesta ds how muchx of a mess i am. no one understands me. im crying and yelling for help so loud bjt no o e hears me and if they do they pretend its not real. i wish my life was a dream and i could start all over again. i really just want to take my life right now. im done so done. i just dont know how and idk if i will even go to heaven. FML