I should really be working on school work right now, but I honestly don't feel like it or when I do work on it I get stumped and feel horribly stupid about myself. I'm ready to be DONE with high school forever. Go live out on my own. Have my own rules. Smoke what I want, when I want, where I want. Hell drink some maybe. I just want to live life, not always be stuck here at home in fear of messing up I get kicked out with no place to go. Being 18 was supposed to mean freedom...I guess I was wrong.
I'm just gonna say this straight up, if I was high right now everything would be okay. I'd be happy. Thats all i want in life is to be happy. No matter what I do though I can't seem to achieve it.
